There are multiple reasons I stopped posting here.

But I feel like the bigger reasons centered around me not wanting to let this blog and all the fat stuff define me. I didn’t want to be a fetish artist for a long time.  

Can’t count the times I’d tell myself no one would care about anything else, and that I couldn’t pull of anything else. But that’s a lie, I can if I put my mind to it. And I feel like I have been.

I keep thinking about posting here again, but every time I do i’m worried about falling into it again. I’m worried it’ll undo me taking the break I have had from here. I still enjoy drawing my cute chubby stuff, but I don’t want it to be the only thing I am. I’d want it to be my side thing if I could make it that.

Also to be honest sometimes I’ve felt bad about fetishizing the characters. It’s silly but I do get like that now and then.

I think about things too much, and it gets to me, and brings my mood down so often. I don’t really know what i’m gonna do, but I figured it might be good to just get my feelings out there and at least partly let people know why I’ve been like this

Thanks for reading